its starting to hit me ,

that i`m a senior in high school & i`m graduating in a few months . i know what i`m doing with my life , like with school & shit , but i don`t wanna see my friends & i go all our separate ways . i only have 2 girl friends one that ive none my whole life since we were 6 months & one i became so close with freshman year , it takes a lot for me to trust girls & now i`m gonna have to say goodbye to them & go our separate ways , i know we`ll always be best friends but i`m not gonna have them right there when i need them anymore , & i sucks just thinking about it . but thats life right ? i`m doing good in school with my whole dental hygiene stuff & i enjoy it so much and i cannot wait to go on with it & get a real job . but i guess reality is starting to hit me , & it is about time to start growing up . its like a new chapter in my life is starting … now .